My Friend Jack

Stop!
Don't do it.
Think it over first.

You always jump without thinking.
Spitting out words without meaning.
You're a monster who is quick to bite.

Regret.

It's something you know all too well.
It's as if you're addicted to the guilt,
Because you keep messing up.

Your blood boils as you look in the mirror.
Fingernails digging into the palms of your hands.
How could you be so stupid?

You play out all the possible outcomes in your head.
If only you had done this or that.
Maybe then you would be able to sleep at night.

But you never stop.
You never think.
You always just do.

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